I miss you Ella Velouria. I do not want to live in this world without you. I do not want to continue pretending to find joy, lying when people ask me how I’m doing. I’m not doing fine, I’m not doing ok, I’m doing the worst ever.
Ella may still have cancer growing in her spine, she is still in a coma, 55 days now. She has seizures everyday, she has tubes and plastic buttons coming out of her skin. She smells like sterilized plastic; this hospital has stolen her natural scent and replaced it with odorless protocol and prepackaged, latex, bacteria-resistant nothingness.
I want my daughter to live, and to be sweaty and have dirty elbows and leaves in her hair and a chocolate smile.
I do not have a future without my Velouria. There is no future for any of us, without children. Will someone please save my daughter.
“we will wade in the shine of the ever
we will wade in the shine of the ever
we will wade in the tides of the summer
every summer
every summer
every
my velouria
my velouria”. PIXIES03 Velouria
It’s been taught to me that a coma is like a fever, they’re both there to protect and fight off the infection. While Ella lays there resting, her body is fighting the cancer, and allowing her to not suffer in any kind of pain.
Pray, and pray each waking moment that God will restore her to her natural beauty and spunkiness!
Dear Lord, Please lay your hands upon sweet Ella, and bring her back to her Mom and Dad, cancer free. And Lord, please place your hands upon her Dad and Mom, giving them the strength and faith to believe in your healing powers.
Bless the medical staff with the tools and knowledge to help bring good health to Ella, as she truly deserves to live a happy and cancer free life.
Amen